Nothin' Beautiful! (Hatred towards NCC #2)

Thanks everyone who motivate me. But sometimes I still cannot get over it...

I'm just so fucking depressed
I just can't seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump

I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And in order for me to stand back up

I don't know how or why or when
I ended up this position I'm in.


And I know some shit's so hard to swallow
But I can't just sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow but I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow


In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me


I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything's so tense and gloom


I'm not looking for extra attention
I just wanna be just get whatever I MUST GET!


Now I could've either just sat on my ass
And pissed and moaned
Or take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own


I was never the type of guy
To wait by the door and pack his bags
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid

At 16 years old
I learned my lesson then
'Cause I wasn't trying to impress my friends no more


But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description


Yeah, to everyone. Stay strong!
And to the rest of the world
God gave you chances & hope to fit you


Be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny
Don't ever let anyone LOOK DOWN ON YOU!